blonde legend

legendary marilyn monroe. the blonde who struck the world especially on her forbidden love.after all,her song also struck me deeply.

marilyn monroe-i'm through with love

I'm through with love
I'll never fall again
Said adieu to love
Don't ever call again
For I must love you or no one
And so I'm through with love

I've locked my heart
I'll keep my feelings there
I've stocked my heart
with icy,frigid air
And I mean to care for no one
Because I'm through with love

Why did you lead me
To think you could care?
You didn't need me
For you had your share
of slaves around you
To hound you and swear
with deep emotion and devotion to you

Goodbye to spring and all it meant to me
It can never bring the thing that used to be
For I must have you or no one
And so I'm through with love

I'm through with love

Baby I'm through with love

hear it with its meaning...

recently

lately...everything turn to be fine.i thank my pak long n mak long for letting me stay w them with excellent hospitality especially the food.class pown baru start n no worries sgt sal academic.
but i juz wanna live my life here in my new house,classmate n anyone who had befriend more longer than my study at unisel.my ex-hsemate with my family and pak long n mak long.
no such things bothering me like a tusk at a cloth.

all my life i've been seeing people surrounding me especially when i traveled alone.
tgk org bile travel.org local yg susah.org kaya yg mewah.org kebanyakan.bercampur dgn diorg n selami dunia diorg yg sedikit sebyk berbeza dr kita. evendo kite bawah payung yg sama.
betapa bertuah nye hidup aku dimuka bumi ni serba ada.berbanding org laen yg susah2 nk carik mkn.utk anak2 diorg yg turut serta dalam kesusahan hidup untuk meneruskan kehidupan seharian.bagaimana pula dgn anda??adakah anda susah seperti mereka.adakah ada menahan lapar memerah keringat mencari rezki.

anda berada diman sekarang??kerja yg anda lakukan skunk.tanggungjawab anda skrg??
berbaloikah apa yg anda lakukan skrg utk masa hadapan anda yg belum tentu cerah mahupown malap.

deattachment

deattachment je la kn.....huh

nowadays

hari2 asyek hujan n saket hati la bile nk pergi n blk class.redah je la.wat camne.parent hantar ke universiti utk belajar.
malaysian universiti english test(MUET) pown arini duedate.officially duit aku pown da abes bayar muet ni....camne nk hidup ni.

skunk,class pown xmenentu.susah la camni.ape la universiti ni.tp xpela.naseb aku xlama da kat sini.sal subject ni agak berat la coz ada student project n event management.byk keje plak la lpas ni.
tp student project gak aku rasa bersalah.aku terpaksa khianati kumpulan tetap group assignment aku.sepatut nye aku group dgn arab,cwoo,din n ari..tapi atas sebab yg xdapat dielakkan.oleh itu saya dengan seikhlas hati meminta maaf kepada rakan sekelas.maaf sgt2.tapi subject laen kte still group kn...haaaaaaa...

pe2 hal,aku malas sem ni nk busy sgt.nk rilex je.bile org tertentu minx aku tolong je baru aku tolong.lgpown watpe nk tolong org gile2,(POMPUAN!!!!bukan laki)pastu org tu bapak sombong.habis madu sepah dibuang.muke nk masam bapak poyo.eh sedar la awak tu da mkn budi org.bukan nye aku minx balasan ke ape.tapi smpai da sombong memang sial la kn.da la aku tolong org,nk paksa2 aku pllak nk tolong diorg....WTF.ko tu classmate aku je pown.korg xde pown tolong aku selama ni.
menyampah!!!

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mirror2 on the wall.who is the maiden that fall??

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punkcore da lame da pegi...........tp smlm ternyata suatu yg indah utk diri aku...
fiuuhhh....
aku byk naek darah dalam 2 mggu ni espiecally kat unisel.sory bout that........
ingt nk carik buku "anger management".....
last nite memang indah.jmpe budak2 school yg telah aku tinggalkn dulu.
4 me,it kindda seeing the maiden.aku xmkn pown semalam sebab terlalu sebok borak dgn suma org n ingt nk makan kemudian..last2 xmkn pown coz there is smthng i can't explain it myself.i was a total relief yesterday....i can't control myself yesterday.totally breathtaking...heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i really hope the choc will melt 1 day...........
it take us to loose smthng we to really understanding and appreciate it very much.
yes i'm the one who get kinky.

nk jaga hati org ke??

aku ni asal la nk sgt jaga hati org.org xjaga pown hati aku....
org cakap tu fikir la sekali boleh pakai ke ape yg aku cakap.
bukan xnk.
da tu xnk dgr cakap aku, bende makin teruk.
kalau kate nk buat,buat btol2.xyah nk menunding sana sini.tanya dulu kite da buat ke belum.
awak tu da byk sgt ke asam garam??
kalaiu bende senang pown xleyh nk buat,camne aku nk percaya korg wat keje ke x.
kalau buat kerja tu,buat btol2 n hantar la kat bos.bukan bos yg terhegeh nk tanye da siap ke blum.
da la bos yg kene tanya,lpas tu keje pown ntah kemana.
ada telefon gune.


p/s-aku ni da 8tahun scuba.bukan nk bangga sgt bgtaw suma org. tp kalau awak tu xtaw apew2 sal laut xyah nk terpekik-pekik konon nye awak tu penjaga keselamatan pantai yg sgt berpengalaman.adik aku yg umur 9 tahun tu pown aku suh gi tgh2 laut swim sendiri......awak xtaw apew2 tu cakap la elok2.aku pown da 3tahun sailing.da terbakar kulit ni beriadah kat laut jew.



p/s-roses are red violets are blue.........................