Consumed, yet Still Digesting

Assalamualaikum.

So long since i wrote this blog. well, i write for my own satisfaction. used to wrote it when i was all alone in Brunei.

Leo Burnett, the place i wanted to be when i received the scroll on stage. and there i go, getting in with events with some blood aid. well i was happy then. considering i have been doing event while at college. happiest when Tanner came in. For 3 months is where i learn a lot from him. I talk to him once telling that i am willing to work. Then he left which kindda sad to me since i was hoping he stayed and he will be my teacher at office. I like working with him so much.

As time goes by and i got into thinking of stoping doing event. Its a tough decision. My heart said that if Tanner stayed, i might stay too. But its decided and i left.

Initial plan was i wanted to do brands with Marini. i knew she is good from Andy. But, blood limits me and i accepted with open heart. A little bit frustrated as commented by other friends but i'll pass. and there i go searching job to after my notification period ended,

Advertising agency - Leo Burnett. well being young on numbers and younger in heart. I love working there. the office, the people, the environment and everything that a young heart should like. oh, did i mentioned no punch card and free thinking. Well. I'm not British to wear the tucked in shirt. Its just good. well i'm young and friends come easy with interns flooding LB. good to find more friends and more friends.

I landed at a publishing company. Doing something that i thought i can try. but now i have decided again.

this is the that i want

Eric Clapton-Wonderful Tonight

maybe its just worth the wait. After all, the best thing in life is worth a wait.Van Wilder.

as is...

more than word-extreme

intan

intan or diamond is a precious items wanted by human lavish needs. That why there is a term called blood diamond. An educated man knows what is a blood diamond. One of its property I personally love the most is its everlasting shine. a man once told me that you can throw diamond into the mud, sewerage, a basket full of rotten meat and any place that symbolize ugly, negative, waste or bad. BUt, if you ever pick it up from it dumping ground, and polish it back, it will still shines beautifully again. Any man should use this exquisite property of diamond to our daily life. In term of personal esteem, we can shine wherever we go. As long as we know how to polish it with extraordinary efforts. Well, if you implies it to your daily life, you can get as many benefits from diamonds.

etc- if you are a truly diamond, you can shines without worrying anything. If you worry too much, it will killed your dreams. I learn it from a book given to me by a man. Written by Dale Carnegie entitled "Stop Worrying and Start Living"

For example. if you worried too much about money, any cent will never be enough for you and your dreams will be far away to reach and slowly die. This come from my personal experience thou.

BUt, live life the way you wanted to be. Chase your dream and stop worrying. Worry is the most contagious disease mankind should ever encounter. That why Dale Carnegie entitled his book;

STOP WORRYING AND START LIVING

payung

Umbrella. I once tried an umbrella as a parachute. That is before it broken its frame and someone was angry. I asked myself why umbrella. Well, it is not as significant as a diamond. But umbrella has its own personal history from the ancient world. Now this little invention is everywhere. It also can be stylish enough if you using it at the right place and the right time with the proper attire. What we can learn form the umbrella is that it is a little invention with a big purpose for us, human. As it is no wrong on using it for other creatures living on earth; especially goat. Another one of its great purpose is shelter from natural elements such as sun shine and rain. Maybe it does not protect entirely from the elements, but at least it do provide a shelter. Applies it in life, we our self can become the umbrella itself. Such, we can shelter anything we favor the most. It can be our loved one, our dreams and passion that cheer our little life on this planet. Unless the is other planet greater than ours. Obviously, most of us never had the chance yet to hop on Sir Richards Branson's Virgin Atlantic space tourism. So, the space is very exile to us and keep our planet safe exclusively for our thousand future generations please. As u saw it on Ikea's toilet, leave everything the way you came in.. We are Malaysian with MANNERS.

buah delima

the Promoganate fruit if i am not mistaken on direct translation on Malay language. Not a very significant experiences from my personal mind storage. Just a normal experience with it. Back at my great grandmother house, there is a promoganate tree. But that time i thought that apple is the greatest fruit along with other foreign fruits such as berries and lemon.

Sunday all day

si gadis ayu-black dog bone

Sunday is where i always woke up late. But I will always love Saturday. Working during weekdays make every weekend is a heaven. Alas, its just life ma

its 9.08 p.m on Sunday night. Earlier today, i played Futsal with my officemate@ One Utama. Which cost me RM17..woow, that too much for a small earner like me. AND, my soccer boots has lost it entire studs.

Then, we are playing again this Tuesday at real field, not artificial turf. Where am i gonna get a boots too play??

before i went back home, i went to Studio R to check any boots. But then, i saw something bigger than a soccer boot. One of my biggest dreams.

A PUMA DUCATI of my dream on 40% discount. I asked the promoter until when this offer last, He answered that today is the last day. and my dream ruins and washed away.

Its hard to accept the fact that i can't get a pair of it.

Perhaps, next time will do.

On this same Sunday also,i just came out words that i just figure it out..

if i text you, i can't stop thinking of you

if i call you, i get insomnia thinking of you, still

hah, maybe i dream too much thou

if i could.....

Babyface

Everytime i close my eyes

feat. Mariah Carey & Kenny G.

Girl it's been a long, long time comin', yes it has
But I, I know that it's been worth the wait
It feels like springtime in winter
It feels like Christmas in June
It feels like heaven has opened up it's gates for me and you

Every time I close my eyes
I thank the lord that I've got you
And you've got me too
And every time I think of it
I pinch myself cuz I don't believe it's true
That someone like you loves me too

Girl I think that you're truly somethin', yes you are
And you're, you're every bit of a dream come true, yes you are
With you baby, it never rains
And it's no wonder
The sun always shines when I'm near you
It's just blessing that I have found somebody like you
Ooh Oh

Every time I close my eyes
I thank the lord that I've got you
And you've got me too
And every time I think of it
I pinch myself cuz I don't believe it's true
That someone like you loves me too

To think of all the nights I've cried myself to sleep
You really oughta know how much you mean to me
It's only right, it's only right
(In my life) that you be in my life right here with me
Oh baby, baby, yeah

(-Kenny G. sax solo-)

I'll tell you girl that...

Every time I close my eyes
I thank the lord that I've got you
And you've got me too
And every time I think of it
I pinch myself cuz I don't believe it's true
That someone like you loves me too

a beautifully sweet film

you took my heart away-micheal learns to rock

Last night, I watch the film ’August Rush’. A night before that, I watched ‘Bodyguard and Assassin’ (BAA).

BAA was an impressive movie that exposed viewers with deep patriotic feeling. However, it is hard to determine which one are the protagonist and antagonist characters. But I like the message it wanted to convey to viewers. It is more like the beginning of the Cultural Revolution of the great China, in my understanding.

Then, the August Rush film. I categorize this film as a beautifully sweet film. Thank to Angeline, who gave me this wonderful movie. Lucky you. The way the film tells its magical story and the essence of fine music which I was impressed with proud face. The best scene was how a moment together can be a lifetime. The family values also struck me with the bond of parent and their children.

Alas

There are so much things going on around me.

There are so many think I must made my decision

There so much feeling I have to love with. Perhaps its only one

I have been out of luck recently with few things. But few wonderful things happen too. Nevertheless, it is just life. You don’t runaway or deny it. Obviously, you should never fight against it. Its just there around us and inside us

As days passing by, I stuck in a place where I should choose between dream and current passion. It is a though decision to make. Dream is what I wanted to do for a log time. Current passion is where I put my full effort in it. But dream what make a person great. Just like Martin Luther King Jr. great person.

If I have all the chance in the world, I want to catch my dream. Have been dreaming with my friend all the way up to the highest peak.

one of my favorite all time band

Air Supply
Every Women in the World

Over night scenes, dinner and wine
Saturday girls
I was never in love, never had the time
In my hustle and hurry world
Laughing myself to sleep, waking up lonely
I needed someone to hold me, oh

It's such a crazy old town, it can bring you down
Till you run out of dreams
So you party all night to the music and lights
But you don't know what happiness means
I was dancing in the dark with strangers
No love around me, when suddenly you found me, oh


Girl you're every woman in the world to me
You're my fantasy, you're my reality
Girl you're every woman in the world to me
You're everything I need
You're everything to me, oh girl

Everything good, everything fine
That's what you are
So put your hand in mine and together
We'll climb as high as the highest star
I'm living a lifetime in every minute that we're together
And I'm staying right here forever oh

Girl you're every woman in the world to me
You're my fantasy, you're my reality
Girl you're every woman in the world to me
You're everything I need
You're everything to me, oh girl




so, air supply is coming to Malaysia. Rumor saying that this will be their last concert here in our mother land. After all, they have been singing since 35 years ago. so i would like to promote them. i wish i had RM400 and get the VIP ticket, heeeee....
but i just worried with whom i will go to. "Why can't the opposite be true??" Nah, it just came to my conscious mind who will be my partner that night.